"At a certain part in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by, you will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself: but I am this person. And in that statement, that correction, there will be a kind of love."
-from the film Phoebe in Wonderland

Friday, January 9, 2009

One Moment...

I'm not good at the whole New Years resolution thing. I can't say that I've ever truly kept one. Seems like every year "loose weight" is on the top of my list. As it is again this year. But there is one other goal that I want to achieve more than anything else in the world...

I want one moment of pure bliss. Just one would be good enough for me. One moment when I can look around me and feel in my heart that it just couldn't get any better then this. One moment when I can actually say that "my cup overfloweth", instead of being "half empty". It's been a damn long while since I've even been able to look at it as "half full".

I guess it's more like my goal in life and not just for 2009. Just one moment...

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