"At a certain part in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by, you will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are. Especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself: but I am this person. And in that statement, that correction, there will be a kind of love."
-from the film Phoebe in Wonderland

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Tattoos 4 Tiffany

I never thought I would get a tattoo. It was never on my list of things to do. But I also never thought I would loose my best friend to a freak accident when she was only 26 years old. Her sister Victoria and I had been best friends since we were 3 years old. When Tori moved to Florida when she was 19, Tiffany and I started hanging out and over the next 5 years we became the best of buds. When she died, I lost a friendship that was very dear to my heart. Tori lost not only her best friend but her only sibling.

So yesterday, we walked into Ink Wizard and got our tattoos for Tiffany.















The tattoo artist's name is Chris Huff and he had about 10 awards for Artist of The Year. He has done a couple of my brothers tattoos. He was a great guy and did an awesome job.

I got mine done on my ankle and, man, did it HURT! I only asked him to stop once - lol! I just needed a little break from the outlining. After that, I felt fine and when the shading started it really stopped hurting and just became pretty dang irritating! But never unbearable. It was so worth it!!!















Tori got hers on her back. She didn't even flinch! We got the same one - a scorpio with Tiffany's initials LTB (stands for Laura Tiffany Beddingfield). I was very proud of the both of us and I think Tiffany was, too.

We sure do miss her. But it's not just our skin she is burned into...it's our hearts. We love you, Tiff!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Saturday, November 15, 2008

26

Today is my 26th birthday. Don't ya just love it when your birthday falls on a weekend? =)

Going out to eat tonight with family to my favorite Chinese buffet (I love me the Chinese food).

My best friend and her family threw a surprise bday party for me last Thursday. It was great! We had hot wings and nachos and watched Tropic Thunder (I laughed until I couldn't breath) and Wall-E.

Tomorrow is Tiffany's birthday. She would be 28 years old. Tori and I are going to hang out and try to make the best of it. Next Friday, we are going to Ink Wizard to get our Tiffany tattoos. I'm nervous - it's my first one. But I'm also really excited and glad to be doing it.

Happy Birthday to me.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

A "Girl Day"

Last Saturday, I kidnapped Ash-Baby, the Sidster and Linz so we could spend a Girl Day together. We did lunch at the mall and then hit the movies to see Madagascar 2. Then, of course, we stopped by Barnes & Noble/Starbucks so we could sip on our lattes, iced mochas, and hot chocolates while they caught me up on all the latest gossip - you know, like who Joe Jonas is dating and what Miley Cyrus is wearing and all that is happening in the "teen scene". We ended the day with a few pretty funny (and G-rated) prank calls while I drove them home. They are all absoultey adorable and I am so loving watching them grow up....seeing the young woman they are becoming. I am honored to be a part of their lives and I hope when they grow up they will have lots of good memories of times spent with their "Cole-Cole". I know I will cherish the memories I have made with them forever. Man, do I love being an aunt. =)

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Rocky

The past couple of days, Aubrey has been playing with a rock she named - what else - Rocky. She colors it and cleans it and loves that stupid rock. Yesterday, she spent a good 10 minutes in the bathroom scrubbing some dirt off of "Rocky". When she was finally done she told her mom and I, "Look! I got that stuff off of Rocky!" "Oh cool, Aubz" we said and continued on with our conversation. Then she added excitedly "...with my toothbrush!" Uh-oh. Eeew. Looks like Aubrey will be getting a new toothbrush. Me thinks maybe she needs a REAL pet, too!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Election Day


I voted 2 weeks ago, and I am very anxious/eager to find out who our next president will be! I can only imagine how McCain and Obama must feel. May the best man (which I pray is McCain) win!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Halloween

Halloween has always been one of my favorite holidays. I didn't really celebrate that much during my teen years, other than a few trips to Six Flags for Freight Fest, but I sure have been enjoying going trick r treating with Aubrey and Savana for the past 4 years!

This year, Aubrey was a little angel and Savvy was a little devil! They were too cute!

Since the Halloween festivities have died-down a lot in my neighborhood during the past few years, we headed straight for my brother's neighborhood this year - which is only about 3 or 4 miles away from where I live. His large neighborhood really gets into it and there were children and families everywhere out trick r treating until way after dark. It was so much fun!
















When we weren't on foot, we were riding in the back of my brothers truck around the neighborhood. It's usually really nice here in Georgia on Halloween night, but this year we had to bundle up. Man, was it cold!


















The girls really got into Halloween this year and it was so cute to hear Savvy say "Twick or Tweet!" to everyone.


















































Every year, my best friends family throws a Halloween party. We have lots of Halloween treats and, of course, we watch It's The Great Pumpkin, Charlie Brown! I look forward to this every year. So obviously when I spotted Snoopy on his pumpkin (you know - the one he flies to France on?) I had to get a picture...

















When we got home we raided the girls candy and had hot chocolate! Sugar overload! Halloween 2008 was great!